Have you seen Boiler Room?
I've been working at this crazy job since July and I love the excitement but I feel like I'm in a hamster ball. At first I was learning as fast as I could but I kind of peaked momentarily at this level where I finally know what my job is all about. It's as if I have seen my owner cheering me on from outside the terrarium that is my world and now I've decided that, damn it all, I can run this little hamster ball right off its hinges if I try hard enough. You'd think I would have reached that point sooner than 4 months in but I started more or less from scratch, by choice. I guess I love doing things the hard way. It would be even more difficult without the support of parents and friends. It's gonna tear away at my precious notions of free time. (It already has.) I am surrounded for the most part by people that are unlike me, whose goals are unlike mine. But I feel like my goals see their goals and raise them a couple, ya know? So I'm sticking it out. " L...